*sigh*   
03:28pm 02/07/2008
  Naturally once I finally get the nerve to get out of my room my stupid abilities get messed up again.

Damnit.
 
     

(15 tears | Crimson tears)

 
In general   
03:46pm 30/06/2008
 
mood: bitchy
music: Devil's Trill
Life has seemed to have calmed down a bit lately. I don't know if it's because of my meeting with Shiz - or maybe it's that my mind has been off of Muraki as he hasn't been around....or maybe it's seeing Tsuzuki again. I don't know what it is, but I feel more at ease.

That was sappy, which normally isn't like me. But I guess it's as I've been saying. Things are really weird.

And now I'm babbling, another thing that really isn't like me. I guess maybe I just need to get out. Due to my 'problem' I was unable to leave my dorm room for long periods of time...so maybe I've gone a little stir-crazy...but that doesn't sound right either. Maybe it's willingly being near Muraki again...Or these mixed emotions about seeing Tsuzuki I don't know. Maybe I should hit up the town. A lot of people seem to like to go there to get their minds off things. Maybe it will help...
 
     

(14 tears | Crimson tears)

 
Bad feeling   
08:52am 02/06/2008
 
mood: discontent
music: Nothing
I had been hoping that decent sleep would make my uneasiness go away, but so far no luck. That coupled with the arrival of our new cooking/summoning teacher has put me on edge.

Also - to put rumors to rest - yes, Tsuzuki-sensei and I have worked together in the past. He taught at a local school and I was his teachers aid until I moved here. It was nothing more than that.

Speaking of which - it is nice to see you again.

In other news, I've felt ill for the past few days. I'm hoping that it's just a passing bug. Guy, thanks again for keeping Riko. Just let me know when you're going to send him back.

Hisoka's eyes only )
 
     

(5 tears | Crimson tears)

 
Sleep   
02:11pm 24/05/2008
 
music: Ding Ding Dong
Last night was the first night of decent sleep that I've gotten in weeks. Thanks again Guy. I hope Riko hasn't been causing you any trouble.
 
     

(13 tears | Crimson tears)

 
>.<;   
01:18pm 16/05/2008
 
mood: drained
music: ...guess? >.
That's it, I'm throwing Riko away. I've had one too many nights without sleep because of his damned talking.

OOC: To Hisoka's roommates: Even though Riko can talk, only Hisoka can hear him as Riko is a Shikigami - to you he would seem a completely normal cactus.
 
     

(140 tears | Crimson tears)

 
Return, classwork, uneasy   
08:25am 12/05/2008
 
mood: angry
music: Devils Trill
I got back to the school late last night. I hope I didn't wake anyone up, and if I did I'm sorry.

The trip was boring. I was hoping going back home would help me figure things out a little bit better, but all it did was confuse me more. On top of that I was unable to contact any of my friends (go figure).

But now I'm back and I have the daunting task of all my missed school work to keep me warm through the night. Oh goody goody. Maybe it's because I've been gone so long but returning here has made me feel uneasy, like something big is happening, or is going to happen.

Oh well, nothing I can do about it anyway.

Private )
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
...   
05:23pm 24/04/2008
 
mood: cold
music: None
Over the weekend I'm planning a trip back to Gaia. Kinda looking forward to going back...nothing really for me there but I think I need to get away from this place for a while.

Nothing really of note has happened to me since my last entry. I'm still plagued by my nightmares but as it's more of a nightly ritual it's nothing really new. Riko seems to be getting depressed, but nothing I seem to be doing is helping. Maybe he misses everyone back where we came from...

Private )
 
     

(6 tears | Crimson tears)

 
Of the past few weeks   
03:29pm 11/04/2008
 
mood: cold
music: N/A
Glad I wasn't in Fenrir Tower for one. I heard that some of the students actually got hurt. All I've heard really is that something attacked the school...and that it couldn't possibly be Muraki-sensei's doing.

I don't know, maybe I've been trying to hard.

I've had my thoughts on everything and I keep coming up with the same two possible reasoning's for why he's here.

Reason A. is my original thoughts on the matter. That for some reason Muraki decided to jump from Gaia to Terra in search of a more powerful host body for his stupid plans. To be honest at first I didn't mind as it meant he would be leaving Tsuzuki alone...but then the idea of someone having to lose their head for his mad idea just doesn't sit right with me, Tsuzuki aside.

But then the way he's acting, and the elapsed time just doesn't fit with what I'm used to. Plus I can't find his stupid brothers body (scratch that, head) anywhere.

Which brings us to Reason B. This is the idea that there might be two different Muraki's - one on Terra (the good one?) and one on Gaia (the evil one). But then that would mean there would be two of everyone...two of me for example. For some reason I just don't think that's right. Plus I'm having the same...reaction...to this Muraki as I was the other one, which makes me lean toward Reason A.

All that typing and still nothing makes any damned sense.

Private )
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
Tired   
11:00pm 26/03/2008
 
mood: bitchy
music: Riko Riko fucking Riko
Riko has woken me up for the last time with his stupid talking. It's starting to seriously drive me crazy. I guess it never really made much of a difference before seeing as how we were never sleeping in the same room. But now I've just about had it. One more night with no sleep and I'll chuck it out the window.

Classes are boring - I don't think I've learned anything new since I've been here. Again, thanks a lot Watari for putting me in a stupid school. Why couldn't they have set me up in an apartment? Seriously. Is it so much to ask? And he really really should have checked the listing of teachers. Fucking moron. Of course I probably should have expected this out of Watari or Tsuzuki - but not Tatsumi. I actually thought he was smarter than everyone else...but apparently my co-workers never fail to disappoint me.

Yeah, whatever. I guess it's a good thing I'm here in the long run.
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
Seriously pissing me off...   
10:05pm 13/03/2008
 
mood: Pissed off
music: Diva's Aria - Blood+
Calm the fuck down. Everyone. And if you don't like cold weather stay the hell away from the cold windows.

Morons.
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
School, roommates, cactus   
05:22pm 23/02/2008
 
mood: frustrated
music: Perfect - Flyleaf
School has been as boring as all of the other ones that I have attended. Dull to a T with nothing new really to learn. Ever since...that...class I've decided to skip first period, damn Vice Headmaster Muraki to hell. My other classes are going well, though - which I guess is okay. Still, I wish I didn't have to go to them at all.

In my spare time I've taken to exploring the buildings and grounds. This place seems much bigger when you're actually trying to look around, but I guess most places are like that. It forcibly reminds me of the time I spent on the Queen Camilla a while back. The ship from the outside looked average size, but when it came to looking around.

I wonder what's in the forest. It seems to be the only place I haven't looked yet...well, that and the infirmary.

Anyway, none of that is important.

Haku-san, Soren-san - sorry I haven't been around much. I guess I'm just trying to get used to the area. And especially sorry for the stupid cactus. I'm thinking of dropping Riko out of a third story window.
 
     

(32 tears | Crimson tears)

 
Done unpacking.   
10:49pm 19/02/2008
 
mood: cranky
music: Jem - 24
Finally got everything out of boxes (not like there was much). It's nice to have everything out again... though I did find something in my clothes that I'm pissed about. Damn Saaya and Yuma. I told them I didn't want anything from Pink House.

Anyway...classes are dull...but I guess that's with any school. I may get around to posting my schedule...maybe, maybe not.
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
Damn him   
08:55pm 17/02/2008
 
mood: cranky
music: N/A
What is it? Does he wake up in the morning and say - 'Oh, I'm going to fuck with Hisoka today'?
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
Got lost...again   
01:25pm 17/02/2008
 
mood: exhausted
music: I'm so Sick - Flyleaf
Does anyone know where I can get a map of this stupid school? I got lost for the third time today. And mysteriously enough I keep turning up around the doctor's office. >.< Joy of fucking joys.

Though I think I've been to every corner of the school by now... the empathy's not helping, I can tell you that much. >.< I'm constantly feeling as though there's a weight on my chest. Not to mention periodically I keep seeing this boy carrying about handfuls of little comic books. Annoying.

Private )
 
     

(17 tears | Crimson tears)

 
Private Entry   
01:34pm 15/02/2008
 
mood: dirty
music: PapaMama - Miyavi
Private )
 
     

( Crimson tears)

 
Here...I guess...   
03:25pm 14/02/2008
 
mood: apathetic
music: Nothing.
School again. Well I guess it could be worse. At least the idiot isn't teaching this time.

I only wish that Watari wouldn't have waited until after term had started to register me. I don't give a damn if he likes dramatic entrances - I don't. Oh well. Guess I'll start unpacking.

-edit-

Why the hell is he here?! Didn't Watari look at anything before he signed me up?! Damn him. It's too much to ask for that he'll not recognize me or just overlook me. Muraki doesn't work that way.
 
     

(8 tears | Crimson tears)

 
 
 
 

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